von-duchess is just darn lovely

2007-12-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

2007-05-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

(me)

im done.

2007-04-01T13:58:00.000+08:00

sff 07 ends today and i had the privilege of being invited to the island shop fashion show.
has couldnt make it at the last minute so i brought my fashionista sista, mimin.

unfortunately we were seated at the back cos front rows were reserved for ppl like dick lee.

and again yesterday we went to another fashion show by topshop at vivo.

some of my favourite pieces.

the best part of it all, 20% of all items after the show. say hello to a new leather shoulder bag.

freedom writers is a very inspirational movie.

ya allah, insyaallah i pray that everything goes well. especially for prcp. amin

2007-03-18T19:40:00.000+08:00

honestly im super duperly stress with tmr's paper. especially since its management paper. so what's a student got to do? revise later after ugly betty, sit for the paper tmr morning and pray for the best. insyaallah.

my mom came home a happy woman after her trip to japan.

i have never had the liking for japanese chocolates till now.

Now for all the randomness.

i'm a happy girl to wake up to this.

very very happy people.

sweet sweet azra.

ya allah, please guide me through tmr's paper. insyaallah. amin.

2007-03-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

its been a crazy week. many many things happen both good and bad.

in respective order, finished my very last presentation, i had socio test by andy and weed, lost a close family member on the same day, got some new stuff for myself, mama went to japan for a whole one week and last but certainly not least last day of school came last friday. such bittersweet memories (as usual some ppl did nto turn up), NR0409.

the ladies of NR0409.

the 'mummy' of the group is in green, amutha <3>

the best guy friend a girl could have ever ask for.

my sweet sweet sugar.

genuinely incredible people in ltk2

i am going to miss this lecture theatre.

study break week coming up. cramp it all in that box.

ya allah, please forgive nek esa of all her wrond doings. she was a wonderful and an insopirational woman. amin

2007-02-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

i needed to do something while waiting for pei yan's ppt slides that i have to present tmr for rosalind ho's tut. cant wait (sarcasm).

break week last week was just wat i needed. a therapeutic vacation with the family to trengganu was the hightlight of the long weekend.

my dad and i are waiting for my mom to pick out her kain. she's having an orgasmic moment choosing the designs.

she's in her element and there's no stopping her.

here we are at a beach called pantai batu burok. some rock must be so hideous that the locals decided to give such a name.

but the beach was not burok at all. in fact its my most favourite place in the world where i can just get away from the stressful life of being a city girl and reflect.

fried mars bars are every health conscious person nightmare. its calorie laden but it tastes too damn good.

alhamdullilah. amin

2007-02-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

first and foremost, i would like to say that it feels damn good turning 21.
its a very major point in one's life.
i feel liberated and somehow free and my level of maturity is, well, better. im still learning to get things right.

forget swensens bday cake. island creamery makes them better. reverse 'o' on first layer, cookies and cream on second and sponge cake on third. and plus im trying to get away from the cliche 'key' cakes.

there's nothing better than spending your birthday with the people you love most in the world.

thanks ma&pa for the most wonderful birthday present EVER!

thanks nila for the edie sedgwick look-a-like mod dress.

and amirah..
thank you all for the birthday wishes and awesome, awesome presents!!!

last mon, we crashed over at wid's and cooked pasta and watched friends and lazed.

best best best.

the pasta we made ourselves. it turned out very well because we were f&n students.

love wid's sweet-ass samsung mp3.

this season its all about being flirty. spring/summer=flirty, floral, dresses.

i owned a few already and i intend to get a few more. meanwhile i love some of these.

Lux Knit Voile Dress

Free People Long Cami Slip

alhamdullillah for everything. amin.

2007-02-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

;P as borat would say "happy times".

me and the girls (and by girls i meant rad, raud and wid) went to watch the exciting soccer game between sg and th (click for pics). it was a whole different environment. both men and women regardless of age screaming and shouting and cursing and dancing and cheering and jeering. we weren't taken back. as a matter of fact we joined with screams like REFEREE KAYU and BUTO. middle fingers were everywhere. little kids with curious faces looked at their emotional charged parents with confusion.
super super fun.
tonight's the 2nd leg. sure controversial.

went out with love, has.
fried sushi again?

next up: shop. birthday discounts. read up notes. start presentations/projects.

thank you Allah.

2007-01-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

in regards to the previous post, yes. i manage to play mahjong with the help of the wonderful patients. two of them helped me figure out the rule of the game. i tell you mahjong is purely addictive. now i understand why the nyoyas played throughtout the night till the wee early hours of the morning.
all in all, i think i shouldnt have a problem working there. like rashida said i need to get ready a plastic shield lined with spikes for safety reasons. just kidding.
one of the patient promised to give me $50 000. i still have yet to receive it.

dinner @ ljs with zhafran, rashidah, yana, jinling and myself. jinling gives me the creeps lar.

the weather has been splendid and so kind to me. i love cool, windy, chill night like tonight. as i was watching tv the other day, i noticed one of many God's beautiful creations outside my window.

pretty kan?! so rare.

at the end of the day, i will always love them.

no class tmr. means no school.

2007-01-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

today is my second day posted to imh.
so far its been alright. just a few incidences here and there.
i got to play ping pong, 21, donkey and jenga with patients and i hope to learn and play mahjong in a couple of days.

i managed to watch the live telecast of golden globe this morning before starting my shift.
i must say leonardo dicaprio is so good-looking. i salute him in blood diamond. i think its by far his best performance yet.

im feeling beat.

2006-12-30T09:27:00.000+08:00

its been a crazy month.
cramped with attachments and social life and the holidays.
as usual school starts next week, timetable sucks (no change in that). good thing though there are only lecs and tuts and no clinicals but i know im gg to miss that class because clinical for us is like playing time.
sisters and lectrs gave us a realization that this is our last sem and we're passing out in 4 to 6 mths time and will officially be 'staff nurses' and that sends an arrow to my heart; not in a good way.

xmas weekend was spent in jb. came back with a diarrhea accompanied with my worst feared enemy, nausea. i honestly felt like i was on my deathbed.
my dad got the whole family to watch casino royale at tebrau city. it was my first ever 007 movie and im loving it.

selamat hari raya haji to my fellow muslim brothers and sisters.
and. in advance.
happy 2007 to all.

2006-12-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

congratulations to another newlywed couple
rashida and lokman

the girl with so many different "modes" is now a mrs.

she's in warm, sunny, breezy langkawi while i'm in the freezing, frostbite OT.

anyhoo.
there's this great article in this month's jane magazine entitled:
"Got a deadbeat boyfriend: a big difference between a noncorformist and a freeloader"
and at the corner of the page, there's this 10 ways to tell if your boyfriend is a deadbeat.
1. he's crashing with his parent's "just until my film gets picked up for distribution".
2. he owns more pjs than his usual clothes.
3. your sofa cushion is shaped like his butt.
4. dinner conversation = him catching you up on the afternoon's oprah.
5. he claims to be allergic to khaki.
6. his new art installation consists of photos of your cat. posted on the fridge.
7. he blogs and calls himself a "writer".
8. he uses the computer only to update his fantasy football roster.
9. he has no bank account. and no idea how about to go about getting one.
10. his name is kevin federline.

Kimchi & Blue Intarsia Pom Pom Cropped Sweater.
love it.

ya allah. thank you for all the blessings that you have bestow upon me. alhamdulillah. amin

2006-12-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

Sarawak was super duperly fun.
Unlike its other counterparts, Sarawak is very clean.
Sarawak is paradise with its sandy beaches and friendly locals.
Sarawak has no skyscrapers so its rather refreshing.
Click for more Sarawak

Congratulations to the newlyweds;
Kak Ana and Om Andi

i did something that i'll most probably regret it for the rest of my life. but i learn my lesson. mama said maybe its a lesson from The One above. i hope the man is doing alright. Insyaallah.
ya allah. insyaallah nothing will happen to him. amin

2006-11-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Nur Hamizah!

The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armour raised their visors to reveal Nur Hamizah.
Over 46,000 pieces of Nur Hamizah float on every square mile of ocean.
The Aztec Indians of Mexico believed Nur Hamizah would protect them from physical harm, and so warriors used her to decorate their battle shields.
Nur Hamizah is actually a vegetable, not a fruit.
In Eastern Africa you can buy beer brewed from Nur Hamizah.
Reindeer like to eat Nur Hamizah.
Nur Hamizah can sleep with one eye open!
Astronauts get taller when they are in Nur Hamizah!
The first Nur Hamizah was made in 1853, and had no pedals.
Nur Hamizah is only six percent water.

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i've been going out everyday this whole week.
im tired just by walking around either aimlessly or actually getting something.
all that leads to a severe headache that i experienced last night and not so severe headache i'm getting right now.
my grandfather's relatives from pekan baru are here for their honeymoon and from what i heard they're about my age or older i guess.
i dont mean to sound inhospitable but why would a 20-something couple stay over a relative's home for their freaking honeymoon?
but from what i heard they're very nice ppl. but stil...honeymoon??..my grandparent's 3-room crib??...what gives...

dear allah. they've worked things out. alhamdullilah.
please help me excel. insyaallah. amin

2006-11-13T11:04:00.000+08:00

as promised...
this year's aidilfitri shots.

this is by far one for my favourite shots taken.
nyayi and all her granddaughters.

a blur shot of iskandar helping fairuz with his troubled songket.
very priceless.

my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary.

i would consider it as a blessing if my (future) marriage lasts this long.

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i had an opportunity to tune in to national geographic channel last night and caught an entire daunting episode on what is now considered as the the biggest and most organized gang in the world called ms-13.

it is operated in 6 countries (including canada and has spread to spain) and 33 states in the us. its criminal activities include drug trafficking, theft, assination, people smuggling.
this is a very chilling and daunting documentary. the program is called "the new mafia" and i personally recommend everyone to watch it if you have national geographic channel.

on a slightly brighter note...

ya allah, this is by far the worst arguement. i pray that they'll work out their differences. it kills me to see her cry.
hopefully i'll do well. im very uncertain. insyaallah i'll make it. amin.

2006-11-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

this is something interesting.

1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!
The questions and my answers:
1) How am I feeling today?
i wish it would rain - the temptations

2) Where will I get married?
neon dawn - viper squad

3) What is my best friend's theme song?
future sex/love sounds - justin timberlake

4) What is/was high school like?
slow dance - john legend

5) What is the best thing about me?
warrior - yeah yeah yeahs

6) How is today going to be?
tyrant - the bravery

7) What is in store for this weekend?
bigger than my body - john mayer

8) What song describes my parents?
queen of apology - the sounds

9) How is my life going?
talk - coldplay

10) What song will they play at my funeral?
dancing machine - the jackson 5

11) How does the world see me?
forecast - jason mraz

12) What do my friends really think of me?
dare - gorillaz

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
black mamba - the academy is...

14) How can I make myself happy?
do you want to - franz ferdinand

15) What should I do with my life?
dudley - yeah yeah yeahs

16) Will I ever have children?
inner city blues - marvin gaye

17) What is some good advice?
dirty boots - sonic youth

18) What do I think my current theme song is?
shane and carmen - EZ girl

19) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
new world - leroy

20) What type of men/women do you like?
supermassive black hole - muse

21) Will you get married?
this boy - james morrison

22) What should I do with my love life?
24 hours - the sounds

23) Where will you live?
afternoon delight - will ferrell & the channel 4

24) What will your dying words be?
baby got back - sir-mix-a-lot

more raya pictures coming up.

dear god, i blew it. please help me. insyaallah. amin.

2006-10-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

oh yes. a big thanks and love to my dad.

ya allah please help me concentrate and do well for my paper tmr. insyaallah.

2006-10-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

sleepless nights are here to stay; temporarily.
honestly the days are beginning to be more hectic. exams are approaching. in fact its next friday as a result i dont really feel the joy to celebrate hari raya. i just want to get it over and done with and do my papers and enjoy myself after that.
the pressure is really on. looking at the seat numbers, there is a certain module with many 'recycled' students.

school has finally got that 'school' feeling. the freshmen and sophmore started school this week. and today is officially my last day of school.

i was on my way out when i saw the most adorable pair of identical twins. they had an uncanny resemblance to mary-kate and ashley olson. the girls were wearing the same dress and both had their hair tied back. i think they're 4 to 5 years old. they are sooo identical that i couldnt tell them apart. so adorable.

the tickets have arrived. the hotel's been booked. i cant wait.

ya allah please help me. insyaallah . amin

2006-10-07T10:09:00.000+08:00

Its a beautiful thing.

2006-10-02T07:06:00.000+08:00

ebay has been very kind to me this past week.
i am so very satisfied with my last two purchases and im still bidding on this third item.

i am still halfway through with prison break. heart pounding excitement. michael scofield encounters new, surprising problems. in short, its damn exciting lar. it should be made into a video game.

happy children's day. and my mom is enjoying the privilege.

ya allah, please help me pass my assessment later. amin.

2006-09-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

Friday after school, the 18 of us celebrated 'the other' Hamizah's 20th Birthday, and also had dinner together before fasting month commences.

the food was good; the company was better
.

i am officially addicted to prison break. im obsessing over it. wentworth miller was obviously the added incentive.

Selamat Berpuasa!!!

dear god, thank you for the blessings. help me pass my assignment tmr. amin

2006-09-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

last weekend on sat was spent with my aunts, om, cousins and andung. om and bibik got themselves a mpv and decided to go on a day trip to malacca. i jumped on the chance so that i can satisfy my cravings of baskin robbins, cheesy wedges, cinnabon, lekor before ramadhan. as usual i was being a badak. of course being the only one without a parent tagging along, i had the privilege of being spoilt. and thanks my aunts and grandma for being so generous.

nasri, farah and cicik. i love my cicik because she's one of my cool aunt.

on the wa y to malacca's most 'happening' mall, mahkota parade.

and check out this boy

after long observation, i still dont know what he's looking at.

one of the most 'engaging' chats with anur.

ya allah, help me pass my assessment. amin.

2006-09-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

i was in my usual 'stress week' headache for the past week.
i had a migraine while trying to finish what i felt was the most important project/presentation of all. to me the stakes were pretty high as the only back up was the 1500 word essay that i'll have to hand in next month. everything that should not go wrong basically went wrong. but thank god the whole group got together and pulled this one off very very well. so i have to say despite the late nights, worries and the blurness of a certain blur block, i thank you all.

ps: thanks chong quan. ure a good sport. and for that i admire you..

that one week break went fast than a speeding bullet. suddenly it was back to school.
like i've mentioned the break was spent lounging and lazing around. and i put it quite to full use.
the girls and i went to jb and we were pretty adventurous with this one. we didnt know how to go to tebrau city so we decided to either take a cab or a public bus. i wasnt to keen with public bus but thank god for these bravehearts. so apparently a nice kind lady eavesdropped on our conversation and offered us a ride.
so there we were. all five of us. drenched. soaking wet due to the heavy rain. at the back of her husband's toyota corolla. my ass hurt and but it was all worth it.

myself and wid @ manhattan fish market

delish.

our bus ride to sg

then it was my long awaited kl getaway with my parents and sister. this was the first time this year i went on a holiday with my parents. save money on food and accomodation.
we took a night train from jb because i've never experienced taking a train to kl, let alone on a night train. so the four of us had a bunk each which was, i might say, pretty small. i kept waking up every 2 hrs due cos it was always shaking but i managed to go back to sleep almost immediately. the good this was that it was not as noisy as i had expected.

on the way back to sg, my ass was numb.

dane cook confessed that he's a 'real bitch'.

2006-09-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

2006-08-29T09:48:00.000+08:00

the most anticipated week is finally here. and it began right after foo siew loong said 'ok you can go now'.

merlionster @ ben&jerry's which consisted of 6 scoops of b&js ice-cream, cookie bits, brownie bits, sliced bananas, chocolate fudge, whipped cream and sprinkles.

sedap giler babe.

...after which it got all me wild up...

so for this week i have all my plans panned out. im only going to spend an hour or two on my projects and presentations and the rest to lepak and do nothing and go out and watch movies and kl which is in two days time.

2006-08-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

i've decided to take part in what seem to be the only thing that is helping me pass my time. thanks anur.
1. cigarette - barbeques your lungs
2. friends - comes after family
3. relationship - subjective. depends on what sort of relationship you're in.
4. power rangers - something that used to be such a big deal. i remembered being pissed at my parents when i was in pri2 i think. i wanted to watch power rangers on saturday mornings but i couldnt because i had to go to an abacus class.
5. marijuana - power babe!
6. crack - cocaine. i watched too much episodes of cops.
7. food - my biggest indulgence.
8. love - is blind?
9. war - inevitable
10. car - co-sharing with parents. when can i get my own ride?
11. gas prices - one of my dad's topic when i told him i want a car.
12. halloween - trick or treat
13. bon jovi - sushma. hahaha! i remembered her being so deeply in love with jon bon jovi.
14. religion - muslimah
15. myspace - better than friendster.
16. worst fear - a sudden, unexpected death
17. marriage - something i will not talk about at the moment.
18. fashion - burns a hole in my pocket.
19. brunettes - veronica lodge
20. work - something i think i wont enjoy.
21. pasttime - i have so many pasttimes that there's no point going through all.
22. football - men chasing a freaking ball.
23. one night stands - std. hiv.
24. pet peeve - brat
25. pixie stix - whatever it means
26. vanilla ice cream - a true original vanilla ice cream has to have vanilla beans
27. high school - equals secondary school
28. pyjamas - my kind would be shorts and tee
29. wood - leceh
30. surfing - tanned, rugged, tight abs men.
31. pictures - paint a thousand words
32. first love - some dude i met during camp. i think he's probably married now or something.

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i stayed home the whole day together because its sunday (lazy day) and the weather was so damn hot. i was sweating bullets. so anyway my dad got us dvds and one of them was benchwarmers. i didnt watch it at the theater because i though it wasnt worth my money.
but i ended up laughing my head off. its one of those senseless underdog stories. beasically it was brainless and there weren't must analyze needed. benchwarmers is hilarious and im still glad i waited for my dad to get it.

my parents were watching the national day speech a few hours ago and the pm was applauding and giving recognition to those who made singapore proud. and i had no absolute idea that nyp took part in what he said was 'robo soccer' in germany this year. and this was the absolute shocker, champions for 3 consecutive years. i had no freaking idea. part of me is saying 'wow. nyp gerek sak'. the other part is saying 'does that mean i came from a nerd school?'. oh hell anyway it has nothing to do with me.

a week to sch and here comes break week.

2006-08-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

National Day Parade 2006

myself, diyana, rara

lunch from singapore food industries. wasnt the best though.

this happened while i was having my dinner when the parade was about to start. rara and myself (esp me) were feeling a little excited for some reason i dont know. but it was kinda cool because we had a sneak peek of the backstage. see whats all the commotion and excitement.

cue was given to march their ass to the field.

volunteered their nation. actually i volunteered for the free shows.

motivators, ushers and the nice army guy.

the atmosphere.

myself and rashidah. i love the backdrop and how it shows on the picture.

this is just a mockery of how tired we felt. but seriously it was damn tiring.

the stadium after the show. later on as some would have already read on the papers, an army guy proposed to his girlfriend and obviously she said yes. this guy must have really sucked up to his officers because frankly speaking i dont think its that easy to pull off something big like that.
(the proposal reminded me of friends when mike was proposing to phoebe and she thought it was tacky and lame.)

i did not take any still photos of the fireworks because it looked much better on video. so i'll upload them as soon as possible.

2006-08-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

1)How was your day?
sunday is lazy day so i pretty much didnt do anything except eat, watch the tv, used the comp and revised some stuff for sch
2)What happened today?
i actually paid attention to the ustat's preach this morning
3)What time did you wake up today?
at 8 la cos i have to attend religious class with my parents
4)How many pillows do you sleep with?
2 la. i dont need teddy bears and soft toys and all that nonsensical stuff
5) Do you wear a watch?
of course la. i'll feel naked without it
6)How many watches do you have till today?
four. baby g, swatch, fossil and adidas (in correct order)
7)How many watches do you have currently?
this ques is almost the same from the previous one
8)Do you own a MP3 player?
of course la. i need music
9)What brand is it?
the old green ipod mini
10)How often do you use it?
on the way to school, from school, ironing, studying, waiting for ppl to turn up, in between classes when im about to sleep. on a journey, esp during a road trip.
11)Name a few songs that's in it?
i just uploaded the sounds second album which is fantastic, i also downloaded gym class heroes and they're not all that bad. a mix of rock and hip hop. pharrell's in my mind cd. some bossa nova when i feel like relaxing. some of my sister, nila stuff as well.
basically there's a mix of mainstream and some underground bands and hippity hop and different genres. one thing i'll never allow are music that my sister, amirah listens to. no fucking high school musical soundtrack in my ipod!
12)What are you wearing at the moment?
a worn out adidas tee and old navy boxers
13)What's the brand of your shirt?
like i said, adidas
14)Mobile phone brand?
pink motorola v3
15)Is it a camera phone?
yes. a necessary item for all technological advanced beings
16)What type of camera?
fucking pekak la. vga.
17)What are you doing at the moment?
im extremely worried regarding tmr's reassessment (oh dear god help me!!)
18)What were you doing an hour ago?
worrying and checking out the cms video. went into myspace and update some stuff. browse through some online-shopping catalog.
19)What are you going to do after this?
bathe. cos i smell like ass
20)Why are you doing this?
i seriously do not know. i guess im totally stress out right now and i realized that ive not check my friendster acct for quite sometime so i went in and i saw these questions on the bulletin board so i thought i'd humour myself for awhile.
21)Name the song that you're listening to now?
night after night by the sounds
22)Favourite keychain?
tibby, my knitted sheep but its all worn out so at the moment its leather papillio keychain i got from buying birkenstocks online. there's also this skeleton keychain my aunt got for me when she was in london.
23)Where do you usually save your work (E.g:Project,document,etc.) on?
the thumbdrive my dad found at the carpark.
24)What was the last audio CD that you bought?
the sounds, dying to say this to you
25)Last text message you sent?
like 5 mins ago
26)Last text message received?
3 mins ago
27)First text message received today?
my mom
28)Do you have a blog?
im in one now
29)How many blogs do you have
one
30)When did you started blogging?
i think like 4 years ago. my first was diaryland and my dear friend melvin said i should try blogspot so here i am.
31)What do you think of your blogging style?
im ok. i like simplistic stuff la and something at 'the moment' or evergreen. one thing you wont find is an emo template or some shit like that
32)What do you usually blog about?
i dont have specifics la. i just blog whatever comes to my mind. if i feel like blogging then i blog if not i dont really care
33)Example?
no specifications
34)Are you proud of it?
aiyah. 50/50 la

dear allah please help me with the reassessment tmr. amin

2006-07-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

i am really frightened.
i guess there are so many expectations now that you are in year3.
next week is hell week again for me.
clinical prac assessment, clinical theory test, two ica presentations on 1 module.
im trying to get everything done by this week. hard copies, print outs, transperencies, charts, posters, role play.

dear god, please help me overcome the week. guide me and show me the path to righteousness. insyaallah i hope to pass and do well. amin.

and i hope to always turn the positive side of my life.

nizam and mus are currently working at starbucks and we spent the whole afternoon there just talking and eating and drinking away and speaking of which, i never got to thank them for the free cakes and drinks .

OT skills are being introduced this year. this is me in my OT gown, gloves and the factory head covers. what a fashion faux pas.

haha. i caught the kodoks while they were shouting/screaming/dancing/playing/singing/blowing bubbles in the shower. and later after that it turned out to be a war zone and a naked fashion parade, whereby they'll walk or run around the house with not a single thread on them except for their soaked towel.

anur and i at marina square's seoul garden last week. we stuffed ourselves with so much food that i had to take a bad piss. and it was shopping, pirates of caribbean and more shopping after that.

whenever life seemed like another suicidal attempt, two electronic appliance never fail to put me in a better mood and thats my trusted lcd tv and starhub's digital cable.
thank god for shows like grey's anatomy, the OC (woohoo), the new local programme maggi&me (its adrian pang. what do you expect), project runway,8th & ocean (teddy may look gay but he sure knows how to melt hearts), , reruns of holland v, new season of punk'd, new season of my super sweet 16, lonely planet (i will never ever get bored of it) and my new favourite tv show which i cannot miss at all: miami ink.

i mean where else can you find four (excluding darren) good looking, tattooed covered men?

ooooohh yes...less than 4 minutes to the oc.....TREY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

i would like to say thank you to the stranger who came to my doorstep and returned me my wallet.

thanks for the honesty and the time.

thanks for being a kind soul.

2006-07-10T13:11:00.000+08:00

VIVA LA ITALIA

i usually dont wake up early in the morning to watch soccer but hell this one was worth every waking hour.
my dad is of course disappointed that his french team did not win the title but after thiery henry's substitute and zinedine zidane's sudden outburst to knock ppl with his head which then lead to his red card (what a waste i might add), it was already given that italy would win.
regarding zidane's sudden, what may seem like a psychotic outburst came to me as a pure shock.

a surprising world cup this year.
italy truly deserved to be world cup 2006 champion.

2006-07-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

first week of school passed way too fast.
most of the lecturers reminded us that we're already in our final year and that we're 'junior staff nurse'. meaning the foundation of our nursing skills should be top notched, no more wiping asses and doing minial stuff in the ward. we should already handle cases and nursing management.
honestly, im damn terrified.
this week alone, we're already bombarded with upcoming projects and presentations. so far 4 for ica and 2 for tutorials.
today for tutorial, the lecturer had already mentioned the word 'exams'.
i pray that it'll be a smooth sailing semester.
insyaallah.

last saturday, i sorta had a reunion with the kcp ppl over at pei hua's to celebrate her 21st birthday. im talking about ppl whom i've not met since the o level results were released and that was 2 years ago. we chatted and laughed and talked about our present lives and our goals and future and shit.

ex daughters of marymount and kcpians.

unfortunately not all came but the night ended in a good note.

i caught 'superman' last week and i had no idea that he banged lois lane. i mean how did he do it. i asked paul and it didnt came across his mind till i asked. how did superman have sex with lois lane. did he do it in the speed of lightning? how did he manage to take off his costume since its so bloody tight? which led us to the next question. how does he take a piss and pee? these questions still remains a mystery.

my dad finally got to wear his france jersey. he wore it proudly to work and came home beaming with excitement.

he lookes and sounded like a little boy.

2006-06-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS GALORE

firstly i would like to say: ATTACHMENT IS FINALLY FREAKIN OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in remembrance of ward 64. photos courtesy of CI farzeeda.

students occupying w64

the people who kept me sane throughout the posting
(btw i think its direct translation)

right after the end of attachment, the next day was my long awaited trip to bangkok.
the reason for going to bangkok was the shopping. not the sightseeing and thank god i made the right decision.
bangkok is every shopper's dream. its for every hardcore, addicted shopholics. once you've experienced it, you want it more. its like you've been sucked and absorbed to the world of exciting, orgasmic world of retail. the fact that you can bargain your way through. fuck. i fucking love it. chatuchak and siam square are officially my favourite places in the world.

a normal everyday traffic jam

local thai girl selling flower ornaments by the road

absolutely luurrrvvve chatuchak market

delicious papaya salad

got each for 100 baht, which is around S$4

sticky mango rice

the views from our hotel

erawan shrine

siam paragon

another mode of transportation. the boat. at tha pratunam

a very satisfied person after a great day of shopping at siam square

i love bangkok. the locals spoke thai to me because they thought i was one of them. the people are nice. things are cheap. food was hard to get for me. eventhough its a city, time flew slow (which is a good thing for me). streets were polluted. transportation was easy to get. tuk tuk drivers scare me. you learn to deal with traffic jams. i absolutely love the local student's uniform. there were more dogs than cats. amidst the moderness of the city, the thais are still very cultural and religious (i respect them for that). i love bangkok.

this afternoon i went to the movies and caught havoc.
think poor little rich girls who had nothing to do but join a street gang in the ghetto.
anyway look out for mike vogel.

fresh new face of the year.

2006-06-16T08:05:00.000+08:00

a week more to my very last attachment posting of the sem. and its a week break and back to school as an officially yr3 student.

i went to max brenner's recently for the first time. if im not wrong, thats the place where they serve this cold thick chocolate drink. but the menu did not have any pictures that i could relate and the staff did not know what i was talking about.
so in the end the two of us ordered this thing called 'suckao', yes thats how its spelled, with dark chocolate buttons and italian thick hot chocolate. and it wasnt all too bad.

both weren't too sweet and it did not have that immediate after taste.
plus the place is great for a first date. hehe.

jackass: number two.
the movie will be out in the states this september and im sure it most probably wont be shown in singapore. i'll just have to wait for the dvd then.

2006-06-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

my whole family is in sunny bali while im stuck in sunny singapore, which sucks but i have the whole house and the car to myself, which is great.
but seriously who wants all that when you have the choice to go bali.
i have to look on the bright side of things kan.

i met anur earlier today and we wanted to watch a movie at the new cathay at dhoby ghaut. most of the shops aren't open yet. as in there is still renovation going on.
anyway we settled on "she's the man".
my sister nila was sorta sceptical when i told her i wanted to watch the movie. she was like "kak are you really sure. its amanda bynes."
but i had a blast watching the show. its not exactly a teen bopper flick. its more to like comedy for the general view. and of course the ending is quite predictable once you watch like half of it.
i laughed really hard and this time round amanda bynes is not too "over the top". the movie is meant for her. it was so hilarious la. i think we were the only ones laughing out loud.

i just finished watching 'brokeback mountain' on dvd. now i have a better understanding why its r21. both jake gyllenhaal and heath ledger were really at it. it grossed me out at first because the whole gay idea is not new to me but the whole intense sexual vibe thing made me squirm. and it kept me thinking. both characters were married and had their own kids but they're love for each other kept their secret relationship alive and them sane. you just can't bury the fact that they are males but to replace it with a normal boy-girl relationship?
i think its beautiful.

2006-06-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

i know its been almost two weeks since i last blog but everytime i want to post something i either feel uninspired, tired, tv or do something that requires full attention and its only justce if i give 100% of my full time to type something.
many things happened this past week so i feel its only convinient for me if i list them

i saw a dead foetus, live childbirth (it was the most fulfilling experience EVER!); both of which i cant go into further details due to ethical reasons.
i took care of 13 newborn babies in the nursery for full 8 hrs. a whole new record for me.
i had the dumbest cock lecturer i have ever come across. imagine a lecturer who doesnt know her work but had to rely on students for terminologies and skills that other staff says were WRONG.
i finally understand ultrasound machines and its quite a relaxing job really.
i watched x-men twice. yes twice. i dont think its surprising since i know a few ppl who watched it twice or more.
i got sick. fever. flu. the damn works.
my will power to not shop is strong this time wrong.
i have the tickets already. woohoo.
i accompanied my mother shopping and she actually shopped.
and i finally i met up with the poly ppl

notice that this guy is in every picture

he is by far the only guy i know who loves to take pictures and once the word camera is mentioned, he yelps with excitement.

my dad bought munich, walk the line, brokeback mountain and a history of violence and for that i love him more.

2006-05-21T15:19:00.000+08:00

urgh!!!!!
5 weeks of attachment starts again tomorrow.
i know i keep complaining regarding this but seriously, who likes attachment?!
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the hospital mode starts already. abang budd is admitted to cgh for high fever secondary to viral infection, i think.
i msged paul and told him i was in cgh and im at a certain ward no. he replied saying "thats like the worst medical ward there! everyone hates that ward. students and staff alike, the sister there is an incarnation of the devil's mother".
i showed it to pak long and he laughed and mak long apparently agreed with paul because according to her "the service is not good at all".
haha. all i can say is it feels nice to be a visitor for once.
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da vinci code was alright la. personally i felt that the book was more detailed and proper while the film was good for its visualisation. i think ron howard was rushing through the film. it did not had that certain 'oomph' that i expected. and if i had not read the book first, i think the movie was not at all convincing.
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last night my dad treated the whole family, nyayi and cik la's family to hyatt's straits kitchen for its dinner buffet.
as irritating as abng izz can get, he is the cutest and funniest kodok.
he does things to irritate his dad in the most humorous and unimaginable ways. like who would've thought that a 7 year old kid can humiliate his father till he made all of us laugh, including his mother. but abng izz started to get really pissed when the maitre'd disturbed him.

"lagi skali dier kacau abang izz, abang izz nak tumbok dier". that coming from him.
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the great singapore sale is back.
again i always say this but i have to curb my expenditure for my next trip. insyaallah.

2006-05-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

im falling for luella bartley ltd ed cherry print bags that comes in tote, clutch and purse and loop nyc 'mommy was a groupie' collection; bijoux clutch and liv hobo in nude.
i want my debit.

speaking of which, the kl trip over the long weekend satisfied my shopping and food satisfaction. actually not really la beacuse there were so many things to eat and buy. we basically stuffed and gorged ourselves with all the food and if only i had my debit card with me, i could have bought everything at an instant.
and i was not feeling too good myself; healthwise. first it was the bus ride from hell. and from then on my health started escalading.
im having a bad flu and feeling sorta breathless but insyaallah i'll be ok.
but back to the trip. i felt very 'amazing race-like' because:
1. we did not carry luggages. it was more of a backpacking kinda holiday. the only disadvantage was after all the shopping, we did not have so much space in our bags to stuff our purchases.
2. i took the car most of the time to kl and this was my first time buying a bus ticket on my own so there was a feeling of uneasiness when we were at puduraya and only to learn that there were no more tickets to singapore and of course we panicked a little. it was to plan b, which was kl to larkin and from there rent a car back to singapore.
3.this time i was with anur and maksu and my parents did not come along so everything was up to us, which was fun. we did the planning and the transportation and all that. but its only kl so it was relatively safe.
at the end, i hoped that one day i can backpack someday to some other country. somewhere far i hope.

after i got back yesterday, mama said there was going to be a mother's day celebration over at my grandparent's.
pizza for dinner, cicik's chocolate fondue for dessert and family bonding through watching formula1 and old family photos.
ira and i were thinking of changing our email addresses. thanks to our kentalan days, we're stuck with these emails.

to tell you the truth right now, im just posting whatever is on my temporary defunct mind. i am feeling very uninspired.

2006-05-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

my monthly must-read

i have satisfied my craving for beef lasagne. now i want a chocolate cake topped with chocolate frosting served with haagen daz vanilla ice cream.

thanks to jamie oliver's tukka pukka.

i am in quite a pickle tonight.

10 o'clock on the tube tonight:

1. dimensi ke 4 on suria

2. supernatural on axn

3. project runway season 2 on discovery's travel and adventure channel

4. supernanny on art central.

how leh???

2006-04-30T20:16:00.001+08:00

the holidays are here baybeh!!!
i always hear this from my colleagues "enjoy your holidays. wait till you start work. you're going to regret it".
from the words of these wise ppl, i'll say "for FUCK sake. of course i will".

the 3 weeks i was in W7_ has been quite an enriching one. learnt new procedures and techniques. so far from my shift i did not face any major problems. an entirely different experience for the opp shift though. they faced quite a few challenges. shan't get into details about it because we've been warned several times not to reveal any accounts in blogs. some would say it as 'act of negligence'.
but to sum it all up, i learned alot and enjoyed myself at the same time.

on another positive note, thank God i passed all my modules. with God's grace and blessings, i'll be in my final year next july.
it seems like yesterday i was in my first year and sophomore year.

i had a buffet dinner with the family at royal plaza at scotts.
the spread was incredible.
i enjoyed most on the desserts.

technology has its way to piss you off.

2006-04-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

ya allah, please help me. im worried.

2006-04-23T18:03:00.000+08:00

one more week to go baybeh.
one more week to three week break.
bestnyebestnyebestnye.

so far so good in the ward. but there have been a little screw ups here and there and fortunately all is good.
hope to maintain that way cos i still have a week to go and i want to pass my posting.

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HAPPY 40andAbove Birthday

to Cicik, Bibik and Papa.

we were celebrating april babies birthday over and my grandparents place and my grandpa showed us all the old photos of his younger days, my grandparents wedding, my mom and her siblings when they were young, the photos of relatives (some were long-lost) and photos of his grandchildren; including me.
and i could not remember how lame i looked.

THEN

NOW

dear god, the outcome will be revealed. please help me.

2006-04-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

today was my first day of attachment.
basically it was last paper on friday and beginning of attachment today.
how sucky is that?
but the usual ppl were there so it wasnt all that bad. but hopefully the ward and cubicle i'm assigned to will not be a pain in my butthole.

a few ppl i know was on anugerah skrin tonight. nureen, raudah and hafiz who made it to the top 30.
i thought most of them were quite merepek. there was one guy who was over the top and my dad's exact words were 'si dini bengap betul ah'

2006-04-04T08:27:00.000+08:00

my MOST feared paper is tmr!!

its one of those random things you have to say.

dear god , please help me.

2006-03-31T17:54:00.000+08:00

Its mugging time kids.

today was my first paper: developmental psychology. the paper was upsetting and i think i'm going to do poorly in this one. the last saq caught everyone off guard. it came as a shock to me that i didnt have enought time to finish it off.

last sunday was mimin's debut performance. my alma mater's first big production at esplanade.
came across some of my ex-teachers.
the whole drama was mediocre. initailly i did not want to go at all but my mom couldnt make it and she gave me her ticket. and nila and i made our way. went to pop popcorn and got my josh hartnett poster for 10 bucks which was cheap compared to hmv. best of all it was the same poster.

got a haircut and i love it.

2006-03-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today's Random Shots

Reasons WHY i Love Fridays:

Beauty & The Geek
Ty Pennington-Extreme Makeover: Home Edition
Wildboyz
The weekend
The occasional Starbucks
Couch Potato
Looking forward to waking up real real real late
Enjoy
Cant wait for the next friday to repeat the whole cycle

Finally got my kueyteow soto with begedel at AMK hawker center.

2006-03-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

masjid en-naeem organized a night cycling activity last friday.

team nypms
firdaus, isyak, adi, me, rad and maria
we started around 2300 and ended at 0630. we cycled for about 90km.
the so-called journey began at the mosque. From the mosque to MUIS to madrasah Aljunied to Fort Canning to speaker's corner at chinatown to esplanade to hsbc building to kampong melayu and back to the mosque.
surprisingly i was not sleepy at all throughout the cycling.
but i fell and scraped off some skin on my elbow and my lip and 2 bruises on my thigh.
i came home with my whole body cramped and sore. i think that lead to my crankiness but there were other factors as well. so i wasnt being a bitch because i chose to be but because of external elements as well.

dear god, please help me with my assessment.

2006-03-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

this was my parents 21 years ago.

they are currently at KL celebrating their 21st wedding anniversary.

yesterday was spent with anur. it was date movie at lido and chilling at esplanade where MosaicMusicFestival is held. so we decided to check out any free performance and we came across a local band called Tiramisu which was performing at nokia power station. tell you the truth they were not bad at all. the music genre (Twist&Shout) was a little new to me. surprisingly they have no album yet.

the lead vocal of the band was so damn entertaining. nothing like it.
and i think we really enjoyed ourselves.
plus i liked the Mosaic lanyard and i got it.
and it looks wicked on my phone.

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while my parents are celebrating, back home we're having our own holiday.
i cooked alfredo fettucine and it was a big hit.
my sisters and i spent our sunday over at citylink, candy empire and esplanade, again.
nila and amirah got me my belated birthday present: a volcom bag.
thankyouthankyouthankyou.
at candy empire we spent like 44 bucks over candies, pretzels and chips. my mom is not going to like it. i must say that the chocolate covered coffee beans are my newest favourite comfort snack. especially the dark chocolate ones. absolutely yummy.
at esplanade (again), we went to popcorn pop, which sells movie novelties like posters and souveniers and they had jackass chirasi in mint condition (chirasi is aka Japan Handbill/Flyers). and i bought it in a heartbeat.
because i so so love jackass.

i very the malas to go to school la tmr.

2006-03-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

my home pc is screwed. one more thing to be unhappy about. thank god for mom's laptop. i've gone cold turkey for too long without internet.

the past week has been quite a relaxing one.
started on some presentations.
watched movies. should not miss out on gubra.
shopping.
caught army daze at drama ctr@national library. kudos to kumar.
revised on some upcoming tests. but as usual its never enough. have to start concentrating from tmr onwards. i hope.

being the lovely daughter that i am, i accompanied my parents to geylang market this morning. i have to say the temp pasar is so much better than the old one. there's more light illuminating through, airy, cleaner and less pasar basi smell. hope that it maintains that way.

had a lovely evening with the girlfriends.

talked. ate. drank. laughed. swooned. criticised. burped. shrieked.
there was never a dull moment.
unfortunately for us, there were no cute guys to look at.

good night/good morning.

2006-02-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

all the more reason to eat

2006-02-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

mak su and i went to body shop to replenish our body shop ammenities and we decided at last minute to catch a movie at lido.
just like watching troy, i had my sceptisms and reluctance. but when i walked off the theater, i was like 'ya know what, that movie was not really a bad idea after all'. i had the same thought after watching munich.
at first i knew i was watching something that involved violence and my aunt's excitement towards eric bana. with further concentration and hushes, i finally got hold of the entire movie.
and it made me think: there will never ever be peace when it involves a terrosism and conflicts between two countries. so all this proposal of making the world a better place will not take place anytime soon.
im not trying to get all political and shit but it really makes you wonder what sort of world we're living in.
//later after movie, my aunt was feeling a little parched so i opted for starbucks and for the first time this year i saw HIM. but my aunt really knows how to dampen an excited girl's spirit.

my mom stayed up with me to viva la bam and wildboyz.
mom: is that the midget, wee man?
me: no ma..thats steve-o.
mom: why is that bam guy doing such (horrible) things to his dad?
me: thats the whole point of the show. shit i dont think i'll ever to that to pa.
mom: well, at least his dad is very sporting about the whole thing. thats good.
see, im getting my mom hooked. she watched jackass with my dad and she laughed her head off.

sigh i love it when it happens.

2006-02-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

here is a very very very scaring thing i discovered tonight: exams schedule are out.
and after scanning, my least favourite module has got the highest number of repeats.
i have to start reading my notes.

there's a little secret about my dad: he makes a wicked cardamom milk tea. by far the best i've tasted.
that was pretty random.

ever since my dad bought me jackass: the movie, i am hooked and obsessed by it. not only were the stunts scary and absolutely funny, the cast really knows how to turn me on. except for that little nugget, wee-man.
particularly these two

stunts after mindless stunts they make me laugh out loud and hard.
viva la bam and wildboyz and homewrecker. so fucking looking forward to my sunday nights.

im reading my horizontal life by chelsea handler. my god i swear, it is the most hilarious book i have ever read in my life.
this apek was looking at me in a peculiar way when i was giggling and snickering to myself.
fuck i cant help it.
im thinking twice about one night stands, in a funny, descriptive, magical way.
i mean if she can describe in such a manner, im sure those sexually active ppl have other weird one night stories to tell.
the book is written for virgins and non-virgins.

2006-02-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

i ♥ my dad because he bought for me the following dvds

jackass: the movie

sin city

hustle and flow

he really knows how to make his daughter happy.
next must-get dvd - jackass:the box set

its almost 1am. i cant sleep. thanks to cafeine.

ex-kcpians 1st meeting of the year (due to unexpected turn of event).
an outing/celebration/meet-up for the february babies.

benny, hamizah, haslina
we spent most of our time laughing and screwing and cursing one another at tcc, which was so much fun because we have not met for so long so it was quite refreshing to see everyone again and chat about our individual lives.
nothing's change.
alvin was the man of the night.
from his sarcasms to his charms (or so he claims).
from dirtbag

to

"handsome"
nyhoos its all for viewing pleasure under flickr.

halal girls&cina boys+girls
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endocrine+repro.
howhowhow
dear god, help me.

2006-02-17T16:25:00.000+08:00

i hate to admit the fact that ive reach the BIG 2-0.
im freaking 20.
speaking of which thanks everyone for their sms-es, entries, testimonials, presents which i still accept btw, and thanks raida for the e-card.
thanks polymates for the sabo which i will never forget. i was 'currified'.
a huge thanks to my parents for the birthday treat.
see what my parents did.
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tell you the truth i had quite a hard time coming to terms with myself.
i was in a self-denial and depressed stage last friday.
saturday was the day and i seriously did not want it to come.
i know it sounds stupid but i was so fucking depressed that i looked back on my 19 years of life and pondered "what the fuck have i been doing all this fucking while?!"
but anyhoo, i got over (thanks mama and haslina)
so much for being emotional.
nyways..
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME

ive not been updating this past week cos of icas and presentations and all of that nonsense.
but im looking forward to the one week break.
yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah

2006-02-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

i was hanging by a thread when a certain lecturer almost caught me bringing a milo freeze in to the lt. but i wasnt the only one. thank god for that
the thing is the school has this huge fuss about eating and drinking in the lecture theater. and lets face it most of us dont really give a fuck cos i can honestly say that 50% of the ppl in there eaither eat or drink.
so this morning the lecturers were making a big announcement on "no eating or drinking in the lecture theaters", "no listening to mp3s" and this is the most unbelievable one "no playing cards at the back of the lt". and oh yeah the most common one "wear your lanyards. how wait we dont know which one is our student. wear hor. later ah got other lecturers catch you".
like wtf.
today's psychology lecture was the first. the first lecture i have ever attended whereby the lecturer spent half an hour (which is an hour lesson btw) calling out each students name (almost 300 students in total btw). one by one. one at a time.
i dunno wats happening to shs. i feel like im back in secondary school.

ive not been driving for quite sometime already.
im suffering from DDS. Driving Deprivation Syndrome.

2006-02-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

tired.exhausted.frustrated.but who am i to complain kan.

so to get myself away from all this shit, i visited xiaxue's blog (the blogger who's been making controversial headlines) and she had this swarovski diamante studs on her phone, which i thought was pretty but later at the back of my head screams PARIS HILTON.

i know i say this most of the time at all the movies i watched, but match point was excellent.
the plot was brilliantly carved and written.
lust.love.betrayal.deception.
you dont get such genres these days. the last one i caught was unfaithful.
"of course la. woody allen aper. he's one of the best writers tau. zah you should watch his other movies".

it seems that abng izz, cik la, aariq and haziq have chicken pox. the virus is spreading like wild fire. ive got my share like 12 years ago. and im praying that i wont be infected again.

Cartoon uproar overshadows Muslim prayers
this matter is so controversial that its causing an uproar and frankly im afraid of the outcome.
eventhough it has nothing to do with me but at the same time it has something to do with me.

2006-01-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

my cny weekend was spent at kuala terengganu.
it was the perfect getaway.
a getaway from the hectic city life to the simple east coast holiday.
we stayed at primula hotel which overlooked the vast blue carpet of the south china sea.
of course pictures were taken but im too tired to post them right now. so i'll be uploading soon enough for viewing pleasure. meanwhile i online manage to upload these few just to see what i was up to (and of course a little sneak preview of the rest).

the actual plan was to reach home today around this time (2330hrs) but we couldnt get a decent place to bunk in so we reached home at 3am this morning.
and as usual we stuck in the traffic jam for 2 hrs in malaysia alone. but it was one of the best because my car was side by side witht this white opel car which was controlled by this so good looking malay guy.

in the afternoon maksu suggested that we hang around orchard cos tangs was having a sale and she wanted to have a look.
we ended spending half of our time (and most of our spending expenditure of the day) at topshop and forever 21. and not forgetting we caught the sneak preview of fun with dick and jane. we guessed it would be a disappointment because of jim carrey but on the contrary it was not.
but the real letdown was i couldnt get my hands on loop nyc's oc 1849 red clutch which i have been eyeing and thinking of getting for weeks

no brokeback mountain for me.
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gotta get ready for upcoming presentations.

2006-01-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Radiyah

i'm a huge fan of 'the police academy' chronicles.
so i was ecstatic when i found the dvd was on sale.
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just like 'naked gun', 'police academy' doesn't make sense but i love watching it since i was a kid. thanks to my dad.
hope to get the rest of the dvd soon.

2006-01-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

everything about this place gives me bad vibes.
im suffocating. i cant feel the aircon blowing against my face.
only one half of the headphone could be heard.
what the fuck am i still doing in school.
why cant lectures begin faster so i can go home.
i dont want to cabut. i dont want to start.
on a better note, i passed my bcls. both theory and prac. thank god.

can i have a kimono material for this year's hari raya baju kurung.
those pretty kimono in memoirs of a geisha.
loveit loveit loveit.
i dont know if its me but i think ken watanabe is not bad for an asian actor.

am i right or wrong?
he's not your average apek kan.

bsb concert tmr night.
i cant go cos of that idiotic little thing called clinical lab, which happens to be on every tues and ends at 8.
the concert starts at 8.
wtf???

i like the male reproduction system.
anaotomically and physiologically, please..
i think its less complicated than female's.

2006-01-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

bcls theory is tmr.
im scared.
bcls practical on thurs.
im even more scared.
dear god, please save me.

open house is this thurs and the ppl i know who are involved are hard at work setting up their booths and all that nonsense.
this is a little odd for me to post but i saw the cutest guy today on my way to to sch.
so so so cute.
im not sure which heritage/race he belongs to but i liked what i saw.

today school begins at 3 for me so i had time to watch the golden globe awards at the comfort of my living room.
there are so many movies i want to watch the next few months.
there's memoirs of a geisha, the producers(hooray cos will ferrell is in it), walk the line, brokeback mountain(jake gyllenhaal+heath ledger=good lookin' gay cowboys), munich, undiscovered, the fog, match point, fun with dick and jane, superman, x men3 and i bet there are many more that i cant think of right now.
this year my money will be spent on movies; not on clothes but its too soon to say anything.

anyway i was gg through this anonymous girl's blog and she was ranting about minas denying that their minas and something about stop judging and shit like that.
i thought it was interesting but all i can say is lets just leave this ppl alone. because at the end of the day they're who they are and saying anything won't change.
unfortunately they're part of the singapore society but lets face it without them there's nothing to talk about right?

2006-01-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

one word to describe

SUPERB.
esp for those artsy ppl.
its so good that my mom didnt wink an eye to sleep at all throughout the entire movie.

2006-01-09T10:20:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Eid ul-Adha

Eid ul-Adha

i came upon this visual as well.
just for the hell of it.

`people hate the cold, wet weather; i love it so damn much and i want more of it.
i do i do i do.
no sunshine and more rain is good.

2006-01-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

i was full of ideas and inspiration on what i should say in tonight's entry.
all of a sudden, i do not know what i should type.

lets pick up from the last entry.
so i did go out on wednesday. i completely forgot that me and rad watched the family stone, which was not as i expected.
as i watched the trailer a few weeks back, it directed me towards the romantic-comedy-family christmas flick genre but i was entirely wrong.
i understand the movie by watching it but i didn't understand the message behind it.
aniwaes dear radiyah introduced to me this cheese salsa thing at long john's silver and i am now in love with it.
so in love with it that i want to put the cheese on everything.

nothing much happened on thursday though.
although that day was the first time i reached home before 8. ever since school resumed.

on friday i brought the cam to sch and i'll show you the ppl i most hang out with.
meet the ppl who made sch possible

later that evening the three of us

decided that we want to have dinner over at mak's place. the food of course was consistently good. the downside was the group of over 40 year old makciks who were making a racket about a fan. they looked like a grp of avon or tupperware groupies.

and today my parents decided to go to melaka with nyayi and bibik and om nasir.
and i had plans to watch elizabeth town with...
...anur.
after watching elizabethtown, i have concluded that orlando bloom should stop with the american accent and just stick to sword fighting genres. read this: he was not convincing at all.
although i might add, i think kirsten dunst was a real charmer in this one.
so after the movie and chowing, we went window shopping. we had to because the both of us had already bought a tee each at forever 21 and we were on a tight budget.
eventhough the sales were tempting us, especially me.
further walking, we headed down to hmv and i got my most prized item of the day

i couldnt help it because it was selling for 5 bucks.
judge me if you will. they're coming to singapore and i need to remember those kentalan days.
at the end of the day, nothing soothes me better than a venti caramel frapp shared between 2 ppl.

benny sent me this crazy video.
sure is good for a few giggles and laughters.

2006-01-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

im super tired from school.
im so drained and beat.

it was nice to see the ppl of grp0409 after 2mths of hols.

i finally got my 30secondstomars cd, which paul purchased for me but the cover is all cracked.

would you believe that there's a bcls test in two weeks time.
both prac and theory.
that what the first thing we heard this afternoon.
bloody hell.

i wanna go out tmr....

2006-01-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 7th Birthday, my two kodoks

this pair are rascals but they've brought some laughter to our lives.
something i found out about this two today, they're the 13th and 14th baby borned in 1999 respectively.
anyway at nyayi's, we watched pontianak: harum sundal malam II. or as nila would translate pontianak: fragrant nocturnal slut II.
some scenes were hilarious. some scared the shit out of me.

im semi-prepared for school tmr.
first day of yr2sem2.
ive ironed the clothes but ive not packed the books and all that nonsense.
im not sure if i should feel excited or happy or sad or disappointed.
school is school. its subjective.

i lost something most valuable to me.
my ticket to shopping sprees.
so i got to get a new one tmr before sch.
an unnecessary errand i might add.

i have another 1 hr to project runway and grey's anatomy.
and i so eexxxccciiiitttteeeddd about that.

2005-12-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

my attachment is finally over!!!!
with a huge sigh of relief; was wonderful to know that everyone passed.
no more callbell queens and bedpan queens.
n-o m-o-r-e.

after shift,we changed and the five of us (jinling, fifi, zihui, rara and myself) decided to satisfy zihui's longtime craving of pizza hut's stuffed crust pizza at ps, which was delicious. because ive not eaten pizza hut for so looonnggg.

later after that rara and i got our tickets to catch kingkong.
whoever said kingkong was boring has no sense of imagination and does not fully understand what creativity and art is.
3hrs+$9.50=entertainment&enjoyment.
we got the last and side sits so the two of us kept talking and we started to relate the ppl whom we've nursed to the characters.
eventhough it was very mean of us.
like i said i dont cry over monkeys. although it was quite an emotional story.

just in case i dont have an entry tmr, i want to wish everybody a very happy new year and fuck your resolutions because it doesnt work.
nitey nite.

2005-12-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

as what ive typed in the the tagboard, im having a bbq this nye (31st dec) at east coast park.
if you feel like coming, give me a shout-out or ring me.

2005-12-27T08:50:00.000+08:00

im back in sg. arrived home late last night. i was so disappointed because i missed the entire ep of project runway and was only able to watch half of grey's anatomy. but at least cicik and i arrived safely.

the kl trip was a blast.
still not enough of shopping. sales everywhere.
mama said something to me before i left 'actually its a good thing you're leaving. you know at the rate you're spending'.
anyone in my position would do the same thing.
mango sale was cheap and quite worth it.
mambo was having this crazy deal.
i finally got my levis 577 cos it was cheaper than the one in sg.
i think i paid rm150 or over for my purchases at fos. imagine mambo boardshorts for rm34?!
i spent alot alot alot alot.
and i bought 2 seasons of the L word.

another reason why the trip was such a blast was because of the family.
all living under one roof.
so so so much fun.
while the parents, aunts and grandparents were at msjd india, i was put charge of my younger cousins and we all decided that we were going to watch 'cheaper by the dozen 2' at klcc. and had waffles at a&w and more shopping after that.

plus i think i've gained back all the kilos that i've lost.
didnt do any sightseeing.
why do i need that for?

being accompanied by christopher goze's ina during my "therapy session" puts me in a wonderful euphoria.

2005-12-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

im listening to nsync's girlfriend from nsync greatest hits which nila purchased last night and the song brings me back to the kentalan days, which i think i should've blocked it in one of my lobes.

today was sn g's last day in the ward and she was kind enough to buy us a chocolate cake which was so damn yummy to my tummy.
ok that was a lame catch phrase.
i'll most probably see her in nyp as she's doing her adv dip.

i finally got my tweed jacket from ova. i still cant believe that i wore my uniform to arab street. and that iskandar saw me.
so malu giler....

tmr is my therapy session with the malaysian highway.
i'll be back on monday with cicik. if it wasnt for the damn attachment, i would've stayed longer with my parents, sisters, grandparents, grandaunt&uncle, aunts, uncles, cousins and anur.

next sem timetable is out. now i can plan my hols.

2005-12-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

im sorry about last night's entry.
me and my pathetic outbursts.

sleeping and listening to alacran's wired bossa & mettle music's el mar makes everything soothing.

thanks rara for loaning me your shoulder.

2005-12-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

im all about the negativity today.
im feeling very shitty.
i should've told the doctor.
ever since i took those pills, i feel depressed, moody, freaking jumpy emotions, lethargic and just damn tired to care about anything.
i drove like an ass because i needed my caramel-frapp fix.
i got it and i still feel like shit.

on a lighter note i bought a new digi cam.
it was split in three ways so i own 1/3 of it.

at this very moment i am thinking of:
1. my new gadget, as some would already know, when will i get it.
2.my next sem's timetable so i can plan my holidays.
3.cash, which is depleting. other hosp has given out money except for this specific hosp.
4.i dont know why but im not looking forward to the kl trip during the xmas weekend.
5.this afternoon's rectal swap. i think i'm in trouble for it. oh shit. remind me to say sorry to josephine.
6. my 30secs to mars cd, which paul purchased for me online. i wonder when the hell he's gg to pass it to me.
7.pharrell william's cd. i've been waiting to get my hands on it for the past week. its already out in the us. when will it be on sg shelves???!!!
8.my lack of self-discipline. i think i need to enrol myself in a bootcamp to toughen myself.
9.myself. how depressed and unhappy im feeling now.

sorry for being so pessimistic.

thanks ____. you've made my fucking day.
as much as i want to say thank you, i just want you to know that you..........................

2005-12-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

friday nights is the best night of the week.
i love friday nights.

this evening in the ward was busy.
fortunately there is a staff nurse by the name of hanis who is very pleasant and nice and friendly.
the unfortunate part is that i think she's covering the supposed sn only for tonight.
otherwise everything is alright.

mr mos was so sweet to get me and fifi a christmas gift each.
he got us a box of ferrero rochers.
i swear if fiona hadnt stopped me, i would have finish all the 18 pieces in a matter of minutes.

my parents picked me up after shift and they decided to bring andung to orchard to check out the lights.
of course we stayed in the car because there is no way i would walk around orchard road with my uniform on.
the display's are getting more pathetic each year.
they should have some sort of competition like they used to.
but it was for the sake of my grandma.
later after that for some reason, my dad decided to drive down to arab street and have teh tarik.
thank god amirah brought along her jacket and that cost me from any embarassment.
but my teh tarik was a real refreshment.
and we headed straight home after that.

2 down, 2 more to go.

2005-12-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

im dead beat from work/attachment.
so far so good.
last friday was a total meltdown for me in the ward.
for the first time i felt like i was in charge of both the damn cubicles and no one wants to help me.
plus i never miss my breaks till that day.
jinling and fifi said they're "proud" of me (detect sarcasm) and that im "pro" nursing (again sarcasm).

i really have nothing to record about my so-called boring life.
the whole of december is going to be a fucking routine.
so i predict that this is what i'll be doing when i join the workforce.
read this: no life.

anil sweetheart will be serving our nation next monday.
that boy is old grown up and i hope he keeps off trouble because knowing him he'll probably punch the guy who tries to be funny with him.
hopefully he is not hot-headed in the army.
although he's quite a softie on the inside.

i want to go for a llllloooooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggggg holiday.
a super duper long one.

i absolutely hate broken/unkept promises.
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stop telling me what to do.
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im fucking irritated.
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im feeling really fucked up at this very moment.

2005-12-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

ive been crashing at my grandparents for the past four days.
i feel like i was staying at a free five-star hotel.
free food and accomodation.
in fact its better than a hotel.
i get my laundry done and ironed.
food served to me.
i sound like a spoilt brat but there's nothing wrong being treated like royalty once in awhile.
but at the end of the day: i still love my grandparents and aunties more than anything.

me and maksu went to candy empire for the first time and we awed in pure excitement when we saw all the imported candy and cookies being displayed in the simple store.

i spent alot on candy alone. bought the old-school strawberry flavoured popping candy with whistling lollypop but most of the candy were willy wonka's product. i went berserk when i saw wonka's whipple scrumptious caramel delight.

i was on cloud nine.

the family is coming back today.
i dont think i'll be at home when they reach home.
they've got their week of fun and i need a day of that.

1 week down. 3 more weeks to go.

2005-12-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

today was my first day of attachment.
i was assigned to a 'c' class ward but it is recently renovated and it still has that woody, paint sorta smell.
the best part is that the whole ward is airconditioned.
'c' class ward but 'a' class atmosphere.
even 'b2' class wards is not that cool.
what a rip-off.

loveit loveit loveit
'gee..i feel so inspired'

i like her designs. very much my taste. simple with a pinch of elegance and whole lot of sophistication.
but too bad. she's not the winner.

i thought kevin's swimsuit was interesting and fabulous.

2005-12-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

i'm all alone this whole week.
no one's at home.
everyone goes for holiday and im stuck in sg because of stupid attachment.
for 1 whole damn mth.
i dont like attachments.

went to see yesterday.
it was way better than the first one.
it was gorrier, more gruesome and at the edge of your seat.
a complete blood-fest.

my plans for today?
be a couch potato.
meet the besties.

2005-12-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

World AIDS Day

World AIDS Day marked as disease grows

2005-11-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

i had a good weekend.
saturday i was forced to watch harry potter with the rest of the family.
i still have no interest.
anway after that, there was a motorola roadshow outside cineleisure and local band, forcevomit performed.

i've seen them in discovery channel's 6degrees but they're not entirely bad live.
there were some 80s mat rocker sitting at the side looking a little stoned.
sunday after tok chu's, i met up with MCSgirlfriends.
enjoyed every single minute with them.
dinner at swensens, shopping and sipping caramel frapp and laughed and talked at my favourite starbucks to check him out.
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i went to the zoo yesterday!!!!
pictures paint a thousand words. no point yaking and yaking about. go check them out at snapshots 3.
but i'll just post some of my favourite shots.

i feel very artistic about this shot.

there's nothing like a preserved male tiger's genitals.

ok seriously i didnt what was going on yesterday. it was a 'free humping day' for the animals. we came across two kinds of animals which were sexually active.

a very horny hamadryas baboon.

and lastly..

there are also video clips we took.
Humping Turtle
Crazy-Ass Penguin

Enjoy

2005-11-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

pure eye-candy + smokin' bod

2005-11-25T07:49:00.000+08:00

i was up early this morning because i knew that my exams results are out and i was freaking anxious the whole night long. i didnt have enough sleep hence the eyebags.
alhamdulillah, i passed all my modules.
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amirah got back her results yesterday.
all of us, especially my parents, knew that she was capable of doing so much better.
heck, her aggregate was higher than mine back when i was doing my psle.
told her no worries because she's going to end up at the same page. just like the rest of them.
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after gotten the news, i drove my mom and treated her to starbucks to ease her mind.
i know she's a little tweeny upset but i assured her that mimin would get back on her feet. thank god for toffee nut latte.
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its all good ;)

2005-11-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

im in the mood for online shopping.
yes please. i would like to have this tee.

and this volcom on the rocks L/S tee in teal

not to miss

but i want it in ladies basic WESC sweater.
hope the store in new york city opens soon so i can tell mama to tell auntie uma to tell shivani to get one for me.
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the cold weather gives me warmth.
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dear____, please help me. hopefully i'll do fine.

2005-11-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

today i did what most elder sister would do when she's told by her parents to send both her sisters to the clinic for injection/check up.
the unsisterly thing i did was bring them shopping after that.
we literally shopped like crazy.
yes. i shall not go into further details.
ladies would know what its like once you get the shopping-fever rolling.
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im DONE with jalan rayer. at least that's what mama told me.
saturday was rayer outing with MCSgirls.

actually, the should be more than just the four of us

ex-daughters of MarymountConventSchool
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dear___, please help me! hopefully i'll do just fine.

2005-11-19T10:16:00.000+08:00

i was very much happy the past week.
i cant be more thankful.
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watched the above on thurs with PolyMates.
after further evaluating the film, it doesn't have that cetain 'omph' that i was looking for.
it was made interesting only when rad and mus decided to scream simultaneously and only to have the whole theatre of movie-goers laughing after that.
i still prefer the original The Exorcist, the one with Linda Blair's head spinning 360degrees. it still scares the shit out of me.
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yesterday was a real shopping fest for me and my sisters.
thanks mama for the present you got me!!!
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hopefully today is the last day of jalan rayer for me.

2005-11-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

Scientists Examine Airman Found in Ice
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yeahyeahyeahyeah

2005-11-15T14:57:00.000+08:00

i brought my mom to the movies yesterday to watch

like any other 4512 romantic comedies, this one is just like the rest: PREDICTABLE.
i started watching it with the thought saying 'ok..this one is somewhat different' and ended thinking 'oh god!'
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im almost done with jalan rayer.
you know where to go for the visuals
with PolyMates

with SecSchMates

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thanks papa for the dvds you bought!!!
please make my day by buying somemore.
i hope thats not much to ask ;)
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dear ___, please save me from something im about to do tmr.

2005-11-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

one of the many visual entries.

ayu & azra.
i <3 them just too much.

my 2nd cousins attempting to carry the coffee table.

eddry aka lil' wak.
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these are some of things that has been keeping me happy and they're sort of my retreat to comfort from the unfamiliar surroundings that i've experienced.

i love lilies. i love the smell of them. i love them by just looking at them. i love how my mother arranged them.

fuck sugar content. i want it cold and gassy without ice. just the way i like it.

again fuck calories. beard papa's eclairs are my newest comfort food.

four brothers soundtrack. i listen to it everyday in my ipod. one of the best compilation cds i've ever owned. plus paul got it for me off ebay.

brad pitt naked. men fighting in skirts. garrett hedlund tanned. orlando bloom's faggotness. what more could a girl ask for??

pure joyness and entertainment. how can you not wach ashton kutcher playing stupid and idiotic pranks on celebs?

tibby. the new keychain for my keys. i got it cos its cute. i love looking at it. tibby makes me calm.

and lastly..my bed. the retreat of all retreats. the haven. the escapade. the sanctuary. my asylum. the place where you reflect about your day.
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at the end of the day...i still look like this...

2005-11-07T09:19:00.000+08:00

2005-11-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya aidilfitri.
maaf zahir dan batin.

2005-10-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

ive finished all of my papers.
after 2082 paper, me and rad went shopping like crazy.
very very crazy but so the very very fun.
bought almost everything that i needed but still not enough.
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tmr is a super busy day for me.
things i have to do:
1. clean my desk and arrange my books and notes.
2. spring cleaning
3. get my shawls
4. collect my bracelet from the jewelers
5. accompany mak su to orchard for some last minute shopping
6. accompany mama to do some last minute shopping
7. most probably arrange furnitures in the house
8. start vacuuming my dust-infested room
9. i think there are more things to do then just this 8
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download beautiful love by the afters.
i love the song.

2005-10-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

today was my first paper. 2037.
oh dear god, i hope i pass this one. i dont care if its a 'D'.
i screwed this one up big time.!!!
i still have not started on 2036 but im slightly confident for 2082.
this is the worse feeling ever.
the feeling of uncertainty and disappointment.
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and anur, it gives me the chills just thinking of 'it' with mark wahlberg.
but in a good way ;)
biler nak kluar???

2005-10-26T08:50:00.000+08:00

~~my wish?~~
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what a beautiful smile
my beautiful <3

2005-10-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!!
attachment at kkh is finally over.
now i can concentrate on the upcoming exams.
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before leaving the 'hell-hole'

me, jinling, rara, mega, yenyen(ontop), zihui.

aadha aka dill from the rugrats.
he is the cutest baby in the whole ward.
he is such a cheerful baby. everybody was in love with him.
his mom is the best. she gave me and rara nasi briyani and bubur for iftar. she even took pictures with/for us.

us and aadha.

the greatest people you'll ever meet.
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during break, we spoke to an adv.dip student who was very friendly and nice. and she basically didnt care when we talking abt other patients or when we start cursing and insulting ppl. in fact she kinda joined us.
she was really cool and we even shared the porridge aadha's mom gave us.
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im just glad that its over.
so damn relieved and so over the moon.

2005-10-16T14:08:00.000+08:00

last night at geylang was pretty frantic.
ppl of all shapes and sizes passed me.
i was feeling a little claustrophobic esp under the tent at kpg melayu.
anur if you're reading this, ive selected the list of men for you know what......
1. brad pitt
2. garrett hedlund
3. josh hartnett
4. ian somerhalder
5. mark wahlberg
6. chris evans
7. paul walker
8. tom welling
9. ??
10. ????
its very slutty of me to have like 8 choices.
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1 more week of attachment and im out.
this attachment is the worst one so far for me.
kids+parents=HELL
its so boring that ive made the staff toilet into my cherished escapade.

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ungku met with an accident last friday night.
he was on his way home from the mosque when the fucker behind the wheel crashed into him.
because of the asshole's inpatiency, its a police case now cos its classified as 'hit-and-run'.
thank god ungku is not hurt but he is very traumatised now.
my aunts and uncles and my mom are determined to find the fucker and give him a hell of a lashing.
one thing i do know is that when you piss my mom and her siblings off, you're in deep shit.
one thing i learn growing up is to never ever mess with them.
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my wish?

2005-10-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

this was yesterday.

-i hope i pass-

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this is today.
in occasion to the first day of ramadhan, the budak-budak melayu's decided to wear our baju kurungs.

semangat ramadhan.

me and eliana (by far the best lecturer in nyp)

nr0409. only those who turned up.

the rest will be posted hopefully by end of this week.

2005-10-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

my computer went busted.
i cant even switch it on.
i miss MSN so much.....
now i have to rely on the school's comp and my windows 98 laptop which has no internet connection.
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this is one hell of a movie.
i highly recommend this film.
if its worth $9.50 then you know its damn good.
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psychology test tmr.
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happy fasting peeps.

2005-09-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to the wisest man in this planet, my granddad unkgu.
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today was my solo presentation. it went smoothly.
ms chye kept nodding her head throughout the presentation. i take that as a good sign.
but i know i could do better.
tmr's the elective presentation.
im worried about that one but i know mat bai is keeping it under control.
i just hope for the best.
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got my results for clinical and bio prac.
i passed both!!! and im exceptionally happy for bio prac cos i thought i was going to flunk it real bad.
all those sleepless nights paid off.
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thursday nights arent the same no more.
there's no more oc. i hate this.
i used to look forward to thursday nights.
the tv is all to myself.
there's nothing to watch now except lost.
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tuesday is psychology test.
shat!!!

2005-09-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

birthday shoutouts:
*andung - happy 67th birthday to the greatest grandma a grandchild can ever wish for. your wisdom are my lessons to life. love you lots...
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*amy - last sat night worth spent. celebrating your 19th birthday with the rest of the guys was the best. im glad you enjoyed your cake and i hope you had a fantastic night after that.

happy birthday and love you too huns...

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passed my assessment!!!
im a licensed urinary catheterizer.

2005-09-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

im in deep shit tmr.
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'my csf is supporting and cushioning but not transporting'
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my convo on msn today.
leonard
its just me, my shadow and tears. ® says:
send me the pix
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
ur are?
its just me, my shadow and tears. ® says:
hamizah la
its just me, my shadow and tears. ® says:
nabei
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
haha
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
i'm leonard
its just me, my shadow and tears. ® says:
oh
its just me, my shadow and tears. ® says:
so sorry
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
dun say sorry
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
i scared
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
u got another special word
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
char told me its unique
its just me, my shadow and tears. ® says:
wats that
chArchArchArchArMaineeeee says:
cb
its just me, my shadow and tears. ® says:
haha
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you know whats the funny thing. this is our first conversation ever. and what a way to remember. 'nabei'

2005-09-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

fever pitch/the perfect catch is such a sweet romantic flick. initally i thought it was gg to be like win a date with tad hamilton, a lame-ass flick; watched for the sake of watching.
but the perfect catch (thats the title here in sg) was somewhat different. maybe its jimmy fallon.
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im mugging really hard right now. the pressure is on.
bio. clinical assessment. solo presentation on (can you believe it) SARS. elective group presentation. psychology test. attachment. EXAM.
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life has been somewhat hectic. im not sure if its stress or imbalance hormones but i've been feeling insecure this past week.
maybe its the allergy reaction to the new pair of shoes i got.
maybe its those pills i've been taking.
maybe its the tests that are coming up.
maybe its the fact that the ppl in my class who already did their assessment passed and im feeling the pressure.
maybe its my hair. to me, my hair is long and i would like to cut it and maybe get it dyed but mama insist that i wait. im feeling very rimas.
maybe its the thought that im not serious this sem.
there are 4597731 maybes.
im a lil freaked out right now.
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i was browsing through the 4001 pictures in my computer and i have not posted the random snaps i took while i was at arab street with my parents few weeks back.

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i wish i could get my hands on betsey johnson's fair isle jacquard knitted cardigan.

2005-09-11T18:07:00.000+08:00

damn blogger. i just finished typing an entry and it had to delete everything!!

so the vmas was more like the bet awards.
i think there were more black celebrities than white.
and i truly enjoyed green day's opening performance and coldplay's but i think coldplay performed better in live8.

ystrdy the families came over to my place for doa selamating since the fasting month is approaching real soon.
in my family, functions like this is always a big deal and we take this pretty serious because it brings all the families together. we updated our lives. we chatted and laughed while eating to deliciously cooked food.
its also some sort of a potluck party. each family will contribute something to the table.
i could not stop eating mak long's bubur terigu and cik la's fruit tartlets.
they were the best out of everything on the table.
as usual it was a success.

eddry came last night and that boy is at his peak. he's huge but so damn fucking adorable.
i love him too much to bribe him with food.

and me? i ate alot today. i didnt go out at all this weekend. all i do is pig out and watched cable.
im seriously putting back all the pounds i've lost but im determined to go on a crash diet.

no clinical this coming week. thats a scary thought.

snl every weekend! wooooohoooooooooo x7451217986231